Okay, so blog post number two. I'm not sure what I want to say. Talk about my day? talk about my cat Spartacus here, who keeps on insisting I cuddle him, but refuses to let me pick him up to cuddle.. He's a weirdo that way.
So today I worked.. at it was okay.. I forgot my lunch at home.. which was a delicious piece of bbq chicken that carleen made for dinner yesterday. I also actually forgot to eat today :s So I'm waiting until I get hungry, which wont be long now, to eat my chicken and figure something else out. Lol. I have to be careful about my eating habits because if I dont maintain at least a meal a day, my eating disorder will kick in, and none of us want that.
I'm trying to gain the ambition to get up earlier before work to work out and eat breakfast, and all that jazz. But because I dont finish work until 10pm, I end up doing all my daily activities after work, and end up going to bed at like 5am, and sleep until 12-12:30pm.. just to be up and ready for work at 2pm. It's terrible.. I was doing well for a while, getting up everyday between 8 and 9am. But lately I just can't do it.
But I'm trying. I at least want to do better in the weight loss challenge at work this year. Last year I placed second last.. I managed to lose 2 lbs.. lol which meant i didn't lose anything because you fluctuate between 2 and 5 lbs a day lol :s
Yeah I'm awesome with commitments. Lol, at least I'm maintaining my skin care.. Can't have it all i guess huh? Lol instead of skinny with great skin, I'll be fat with good skin! Lol. Being fat, and saying I'm fat, doesn't bother me. I actually genuinely LOVE being a fat kid. I love cake, and I love cookies, and chocolate. I eat pizza, and drink tons of diet pepsi. Lol. It's all good. If I call myself fat, it doesn't bother me when someone else makes the suggestion. However, just because I say it, doesn't mean i give permission for people to just up and call me fat. Lol.
yeah, lots goin on in the work department. I have my annual Child Abuse Awareness event happening in April which I am prepping for.. so much to do all the time. I don't think it'll ever get easier, team or no team, being able to afford all the things I need is hard. I need to make it an official not-for-profit organization so I can begin fundraising, and be able to not have to pay for everything out of my pocket.. One day, it will happen. :) It's our fifth year this year, hopefully in the next two years we'll be official, and be able to do more through out the year than just the one event in april :) It's a good dream.
Still awaiting my enrollment acknowledgment for school.. not sure what's going on with that.. still have to call them... uhhnngh,hate calling people on the phone.. -.-;;
Guess that's it for now buttercups.. lata! :D
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